Hi crush :* kamusta na pakiramdam mo ok ka na ba? :(
Wow ha. Hahahahaba naman ng hair ko. Char.
Well hello there, anon! I’m fine. That was nothing. Just allergies. And my undying exaggerated personality. Lol. Thank you so much for asking, whoever you are. Such a sweet little thing. Take care okay? Sorry for answering late. hihih. God bless you! >:)<
Foundation Day flashbacks.
1.) Time flies. As I enjoy the remaining days, I’m sure I’m going to miss my friends. Bigtime. Omg. I’m not gonna cry. Not gonna cry. Gonna cry. Cry. Crying. What cry baby.
2.) Foundation Day (last week) From Wednesday to Friday, everything went well.. Except that we’re all haggard after the event. It shouldn’t be called “foundation day though. I believe it should be called rather as “Foundation week”.
3.) All the preparations lead me to ze food as well. Hehehehehe. It made me very exhausted. All the days of work, practice, rush, whatever. It makes me hungry. Good thing I had cash. Hahahaha. Whenever I order tapsilog, I always order another extra rice (surely believing for extra fats too!!) Anyway, the booths, Open House, parade, pageant, the production numbers, the intermission numbers are… okay? Haha.
4.) By the way, 28 passed again and happy happy 6 months to us! Hey, piggy boy, it’s almost half of the year! I’m excited and expectant for more years to come! I know it will come. For as long as we keep this relationship under God’s law, we can do this! (Aysows) Really blessed to have you in my life. I love you like I always do. <3
Just got home from the hospital. </3
I’ve been diagnosed with… loljk. Hahaha. Yesterday I was forced to go home from school because a lot of rashes were covering my skin. It ain’t rashes though, I don’t know what it’s called in English but, my mom calls it “pantal.” And yeah, my head hurts too so I called dad to come and pick me up. I rested the whole day. I even slept for the whole day, and it really feels like heaven. Hahaha.
Today, the itchy red spot bulges greeted me a “good morning”, and I’m asdfghjkl why I’m gonna die please God not yet I’m not ready. Lol. Talk about overreacting. I just hate it when my skin gets irritated with these kind of things just popping out like that. Ugh. It gives me goosebumps. So I decided not to go to school yet and have a check-up. Findings say that it was caused by allergy. There isn’t a specific food I’m allergic at but in the mean time, I am not allowed to eat allergenic foods.
Yeah. I’m fine. I really am. Sweaters and milo (raw eaten) really help me to be happy today, because there ain’t a reason to be sad at all. It’s just that I miss school, my classmates, and my friends. Anyhow, thank you Lord for this wonderful day! :)
Life in polaroids.
1.) I’ve come up to a new plan: I will eat while reviewing because it tires my mind so much. Memorizing, reading, flooding your mind with asdfghjkl words from study books and notebooks. Ugh. It requires large amount of food you know..
2.) I get exposed so easily these days, especially in school activities, that’s why I always come home late, in return, a long sermon from my mom and dad. I get it. They’re worried. I don’t text them a lot. But why can’t they just trust me? I just hate it. They should be glad I’m so much active in school now. And yes, you don’t need to tell me. I understand their perspectives as parents. Okay, okay.
3.) If life gives you problems, squeeze your mouth into a smile. Be thankful for the ups and downs in your life, because without those, you’re probably dead. It ain’t normal. We’re designed, destined, and born to experience pain and hardships in this life. You may call it unfair, but if there were no obstacles, let me ask you this—are you still the same person you were before, compared to now?
4.) I still remember this day when we escaped and had lunch together. We shared laughter, smiles, and even random stories about our past and present lives. We were so happy. The same feeling of butterflies months ago never changed. We might be living under a shell, but time will come, everything will be okay. Not just okay, it will be fine. Not just fine, it will be better. Not just better, it will be great.
5.) 6 pending books waiting to be unraveled. I am sooo busy in school, and I really don’t have time to read novels. I wouldn’t dare to ask why my life got boring and dull the past few months. Loljk. I really miss reading books. Anyway, I think it’s also a good plan to stock some books, so that I’ll have plenty to read this summer.
6.) All endings are also beginnings. So, don’t be sad. Good bye’s are stepping stones to opportunities, new chapters, new friends, new environment, everything. Haha. Deep inside I think I’m pertaining to College life. Asdfghjkl. Time flies fast. Asdfghjkl it hurts. Hahahaha. But as what I typed seconds ago, it’s just but normal. Dear self, you’ll get used to it. You’ll move on, but not that easily. You’ll cry hard first. Hahaha.
Secrets, secrets, secrets.
Most secrets are murky. All people have those within themselves. No matter what color, no matter what status, no matter how rich, no matter how popular, no matter what the religion, no matter how kind, no matter how poor, no matter how educated, no one’s exempted. Every individual has something dark inside themselves, no matter what, no matter how. Can you believe it?
Secrets are treasures many people would love to unlock. Some might even take the risk to search for the key to it. Who wouldn’t be so curious about a person’s personal experiences? Or something one must have to fight to hide from people though it’s obviously hard to keep secrets these days. You have to know when or who to trust. This is war. All secrets are meant to be revealed, even if you’ve tried your best to keep it away from this world, and I am well pained to prove this right.